～ARTMATIC～

Currently dating these

2012-02-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

I'm currently reading these: Eragon and 1Q84. They are nice. I'm kinda late on Eragon (the last book came out last December, I think) and it's nice. Never watch the movie but I suppose, books are always better than their movie adaptations. :)

Yay anime craziness again. Man, it feels so good watching these. I'm addicted to Natsume Yuujinchou (it's currently in its fourth season now) and Kimi ni Todoke is sooooo cute and fluffy~ I love. My. Life. xDDD

(in respective orders) Kimi ni Todoke, Natsume Yuujinchou Shi, Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu, Inu x Boku SS, Persona 4 The Animation, Fate/Zero, Another, Bokura ga Ita

The Jay factor

2012-02-02T10:22:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I went out alone; my ultimate motive was to watch The Viral Factor. haha! What should I say, I liked it! It's so noisy, so full of Jay Chou!! Omg he looks soooooo asdfghjkl;'!!! I love his look with the stubble~~ *fangirl mode*

Oooohh the glare... ==

*coughs* Ok, the movie was fine. It's about this army-slash-cop guy, Jon (Jay) who is involved in a mission in Jordan to protect a guy that creates a smallpox virus, so that he could go back safely in order to destroy it. But somehow, the virus guy escapes with the help of Jon's comrade, Sean. o.O Sean seems to be interested to create another virus and spread it so that he could sell the antidote and become rich. Nasty guy. In a gun battle against Sean, Jon got hurt and returns home. His mother then tells him that he has an older brother, Yeung (Nicholas Tse) and they were separated because she left his father and brother, and she took Jon with her. So Jon vows to bring their family together and comes to Malaysia. Hell yeah.

And there are some parts which are irrelevant. Like, how the heck did Jon possibly knows that his father came to Malaysia and decides to look for him here? o.O And also, he finds his father way too easy. It's all like, "Woops, so it's you, dad. 'Sup?" It's too good to be true. Anyways, ignore that. Before that, he accidentally bumped (right...) into his brother, who's in the middle of kidnapping the doctor whom Jon met earlier in the Air Asia plane. Yup. Since the Air Asia logo is shown humbly all over the screen, there's no way the audience could forget it now.

*le click*

Here we are shown that the Malaysian police got kicked in the ass pretty badly; they can't even get hold of a lone, cuffed criminal. I like how they show the action scenes in the packed streets. It's cool. But the best thing is the helicopter chase! Now that's real stuff! I gawked during the whole scene lol.

The highlights of the movie is none other than... Nicholas' runny nose. He did cry with all his might there. Also, I don't know why it's rated 18+; probably because of the possibility of getting your eardrums to be paralyzed after so much explosions and gun fights. Anyway, it's a good watch, especially if you're crazy about Mr. Chou. ohoho.

Can't get enough of the bromance. *le click*

Hey I also bought Jay's 11th album~ Can't find the box edition so got the regular one instead. But there's also this huge deluxe edition which costs a whopping 200 bucks. I'd have to starve if I want to get that. ;___;

Little things about my anime dreams

2012-01-28T12:18:00.002+08:00

My hard disk is pretty much crammed up already. Need to get another one. .___.

First week of holidays is all about anime craziness sweeping clean my poor PC-chan's memory. T^T

While we're at it, I just wanted to talk about this. The magic invented by the Japanese. Man, they're genius. I've always had a dream. About things related to anime. Impossible things, even. It doesn't hurt to dream the impossible, does it? Maybe that's why animation exists. To realise dreams in the form that can comfort our minds, even if they can't be true. Still, it was worth it. Today, anime has been a big part of me, filling a massive part of my heart. I could never, ever be too old for anime (and manga), as long as they continue to make me dream.

Wow. What a rant. Nope, it's not over yet. I've never talked about this so openly. These are what I've always had in my mind. A friend or two of mine might have heard this coming from me. However, only those who knows and watches anime can understand what I'm about to say. Basically, it's like my wishlist. Like, the "impossible" things I've wanted to do? That's it. Brace yourself.

I want to live in an anime.

I want to be an anime schoolgirl who has a crush that likes her back (Kimi ni Todoke comes to mind).

I want to own a Death Note. I've had moments in my life when I felt like I want to shut down the whole world and there are some retarded people around me, you know, whose names I'd loooovee to write in the note. ヽ('ー`)ノ

Write ALL the names!!

I want to befriend youkai(s), like how Natsume did, and make them my underlings. (Natsume Yuujinchou)

I'm so jealous of this guy for having such an awesome youkai as his ~~pet~~ master. =_=

I want to live during the Edo period, where samurais walk the road carrying katana with them. (Rurouni Kenshin)

Why aren't you real... and walk around with that katana today. >_<

I want to become a Master and have a Servant fighting for me. (Fate/Stay Night)

I want to have a butler like Sebastian and Soushi. (Kuroshitsuji; Inu x Boku SS)

Gahhh Soushi and Sebastian in one picture is just so... PERFECT! Why aren't you guys real and serve me instead?

I want to be in a band and perform together with my best friends in the school festival. (K-ON!)

Why aren't you guys real?

I want to form a club with an alien, an esper, a time traveller and a supernatural maniac. ~~No, Kyon, you're out lol.~~

Why aren't you guys real?

Haha so much for my imagination. But being an avid anime fan, it couldn't be helped. I just had to. I'm actually envious of those anime characters because they could have awesome adventures and get to save the world from the evil force and win in the end. ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

The ultimate holiday plan

2012-01-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

This is what I'm planning and intending to do the whole holidays:

Yes. Please don't tell me to get a life because, honestly, that's my life. Deal with it.

Sayang ayah

2012-01-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

I have two more papers before a whole-month long holidayss~ Yep yep! （´・｀） A few days ago, with Counting Statistics notes in front of me, and the laptop blaring music by itself, a sudden thought hit me. I was daydreaming as per usual and was playing with my hair (it's gotten longer; I should get a haircut naoooo) when I thought of the time when my father ruffled my hair.

He would randomly mess my hair whenever I was doing something. Last time he did that was about three weeks ago; I was at home during study week, sitting in front of the PC. Suddenly my father came front behind and placed his palm on my head before ruffling my hair. It was one of the best feelings. The feel of his large hand on my short-ish hair, made me feel like a kid, and the way he grinned at me when I turned to look at him.

I would be going back to UKM the next day. He told me, "Esok ayah kerja, tak boleh hantar kak long kat station." His tone was down; he was kinda upset that he couldn't send me off. I knew that he got work and I didn't mind that but hearing his voice, a bit of my heart was tearing. The next day, my mother, sister, Hafiy and Husna were with me. Just before boarding the bus, my father called me two times, making sure I got there in time and getting on the right bus.

My father rarely shows his emotions but by his actions, I knew that he loved me very much. And I loved him (and my mother) just as much. I can't wait to go home. I want to play with Hafiy. He has grown so much since I came here. I want to troll my brother (I can't believe it when my mother told me he's taking science lol). That lazy bummer, I want to punch him if he doesn't study properly. And my beloved PC and books, let me love you as soon as I reach home, m'kay?

Hafiy, now almost 3 y.o. I taught him how to hi-five. *proud* （￣～￣;）

Dear Maths

2012-01-13T11:55:00.003+08:00

I will always love you.

So please love me back. x)

Peace out.

How could you?

2012-01-12T11:47:00.002+08:00

I tried to love you with all my heart but how could you make me like this? I gave my all to you, I spent every night with you. In fact, I lost my sleep thinking about you. You broke my heart. My will to live is crumbling the moment I saw you. Why are you so hard on me? I trusted you. But you betrayed me. Why can't you be kinder to me? I wanted to get away from you but you kept on following me, stalking me, torturing me and I can't push you away from my life. I wasted my tears on you. I wanted to cry again today but I thought, I wanted to forget you for a while. You will haunt me again eventually, anyway. I hate the fact that I can't understand you. You made me confused. I'm disappointed with you. I sacrificed everything for you. Even I have been asking myself if I should suffer like this because of you. I can't take it already! Ohh Mathematics, what do I do to get you to love me?

Maths maths maths. (━┳━ _ ━┳━)

*sigh* World problem #1. I'm happy though. I gave my all. I studied everything (I think) and I tried my best. As expected, the thing that came out and the thing I studied are amazingly different. What kind of crappy questions was that?? I totally wasted 20+ marks lol. Can I cry now? (´･_･`)

Let's cry together, Uru-chan. T^T

Operation angel

2012-01-10T03:24:00.001+08:00

From left, 1st row: TK, Oyama, Fujimaki, Hinata, Yui (pink girl ~~strangling Hinata~~)

2nd row: Takeyama, Yusa, Hisako, Iwasawa (with guitar), Sekine, Irie, Otonashi, Naoi

3rd row: Chaa (with goggles thing), Noda, Takamatsu, Matsushita, Shiina

I finished the entire series of Angel Beats! in two days. Yesssshh! See? If I try my hardest, I could finish off the whole 13 episodes in one day. ~~Too bad I'm in the middle of exams.~~ *coughs*

Anyways. This series is... it's rather good in a way but it's kinda messy in terms of the plotline. I don't get the whole God and programming thing in the second last episode. It's supposed to be the major revelation whatsoever, but I gave up. (¬_¬)ﾉ

I liked the ending, though. Felt like tearing up but millions of questions rose and killed the emotion. I think I need to make my own guesses about the stuffs happening.

And now! The characters! They are likeable. I loved them. Not even a single character I could particularly dislike (except for Yui, before the revelation of her past). The female characters are darn cool! Kick-ass girls! The battlefront leader is a girl woohoo! My favourites: Iwasawa, Hisako, Shiina and Yuri, of course.

The male characters are damn funny. I became so absorbed into the "It's not like you'd die" joke. Because in this series, they are all dead and the setting is like their afterlife (and our lovely friends are rebelling against God lol).

Oh. They're all a bunch of idiots, by the way. (ノ￣ー￣)ノ

The girls:


Shiina

Leader Yuri. It's actually Afterlife Battlefront.

Shit just got serious when she says that

Iwasawa the awesome


Hisako

And the rest of the guys.

A bunch of idiots

Haha I love TK's random ~~and smexy~~ English lines in this.;)

And yay! Naoi my pretty boy. Always in constant fights with Hinata in his attempt to win Otonashi over. trololol Wait what? ~~He's homo?~~ ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

Two pretty guys fighting over another ~~ugly~~ guy. How sad.

Gahh! Naoi your pretty, pretty little face why did you ruin it with tears?? lkjhgfd T^T *wipes*

This show is funny but don't think much about the plot. The character's pasts before they die are worth pondering at, especially Otonashi's. Yuri's is the worst though. (T＿T)

Pigeon moments

2012-01-03T18:33:00.001+08:00

Photographer much? 〜(￣▽￣〜)

I took all these using my 2MP camera phone. The pictures are so bad that I had to edit and improve the colour saturation. Wait till I lay my hands on a real camera. xDD

I love these the most! They are recently taken (two days ago actually) in Kajang. Went there with my roomate and while waiting for the bus, there was this uncle came bringing bird food. There were lots of pigeons there and at the sight of the food, those pigeons came flying in front of him, huddling together to get a bite. It was so awesome! Too bad I don't have a good camera with me. D:

Omnomnomnomnomnom~~

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Books and books and BOOKS! Location: MAEPS, Serdang.

My aunt's front yard in Kedah.

By the way, I finished my first paper of the final exam~ Asas Sains Nuklear. Ok la. Got some stupid mistakes *rolls eyes*. Like I haven't done silly mistakes before. Duh. =_="""

A shoutout to a senior

2012-01-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna do a shoutout to my senior whom I like and since I'm such a scaredy cat, I don't even have the slightest courage to text him and say a simple good luck. (ㄒoㄒ) So here we go.

Hey Senior! It's already the end of study week. Good luck for your exams and studies! I know you're a great student, but don't overwork yourself. You're certainly gonna get another Dean's Award this semester! So yeah, do well in your exams. You're gonna be a great engineer some day. ~~I like you.~~

P/s: I'm still keeping your pencil. :)

There! I said it! I don't want him to read this actually, it's too embarrassing! （。-＿-。）

Anyway, I still have some of his messages in my inbox (they're filled with lots of smileys!) and I kept reading them. lol what's wrong with me?? =___="""

Le awesome classmates :)

2011-12-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday, I had to present the project for Academic Communication class. My group used the usual plain kind of presentation.

Epic time: When my classmates used memes during presentation. p(*＾-＾*)q

Lol I laughed really hard at their slides. Puan Azizah was like, "You should use proper English in your slides. You see the words 'Y U SO'? This is the influence of Internet bla bla bla"

Then my nuclear class monitor was like, "It's 9gag!" I know it's him who prepared the slides trololol

It was Legen- wait for it.

-dary!

New biases~

2011-12-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I posted about my biases. And I have a lot of new ones~ ｡◕‿◕｡

After School: Nana

It's actually very very rare of me to be fond of girl groups but After School is an exception. They are awesome! And Nana is just sooo pretty! I like looking at her. Yeah, that's just about it.

B1A4: Sandeul & Jinyoung

Sandeul is a bit childish and he's crazy. I don't really fall for cutesy guys but Sandeul, he just.. ughh I wanna squish him! >_< And Jinyoung the leader is actually my first bias, the one who got me into B1A4. He's sweet and I like his eyes~

Sandeullie~~

Jinyoungie~~

Block B: B-Bomb (and U-Kwon and Kyung?)

Why B-Bomb (or real name Minhyuk)? Maybe because he doesn't get much attention? He's cute when he babbles by himself on the camera. It's kinda awkward because no one really listen to him lol. I really like U-Kwon's smile and I love Kyung in those glasses.

Minhyuk & Kyung

SHINee: Minho

Yayy finally Minho has made a place in my heart~ Since I watched Hello Baby, I guess. He's so father-like and I've been thinking: 'I want him to father my children lol.' Wooops! Hehe sorry Changmin babe. o(>< )o

See that?? Dawwwww~ ^.^

CNBLUE: Jonghyun

Not really new but I guess he should be in the list. Hmmm I don't really give him much attention during that time when his hair was long. Ever since Intuition, he became DA-BOMB! lol! His smile, me likey! 。(⌒∇⌒。)

Boyfriend: Kwangmin

Compared to Youngmin, I like Kwangmin's style more. I dunno, they're identical twins! My bias might change! For the time being, it's Kwangmin. (＊0＊;) Ahh the hair flips he always do~ x)

Pledis Boys: Minhyun & Ren

They have not yet debuted but I'm already looking out for them! From the teasers and MV appearances, my bias is set to be Minhyun~ He first grabbed my attention when he appeared in Orange Caramel's Shanghai Romance MV. Since then, he has been the mysterious Shanghai Boy until Pledis Boys appeared in Love Letter MV. Mystery solved, but more boys came out! Ren the beautiful boy snatched the spotlight! Game over. lol

He kinda resembles Matsumoto Jun.. No?

miss A: Suzy

Yeah, another girl group bias. I don't really listen to miss A, but I definitely listen to Suzy. A lot. She has a great voice. I like her in Dream High. She's cute. And pretty. And I love her almond eyes. ( ´ ▽ ` )

Okay now, a solo artiste. At first I thought she's just another those cutesy singer but I was wrong. She definitely is something. First, her song Good Day was totally on repeat (and I still enjoy listening to it) then her recent album called Last Fantasy. I thought it was great. I mean, the whole album is worth listening to. She's like the Korean version of YUI, except that she doesn't compose every single song on her album. YUI-sama is still my ultimate bias. (●⌒∇⌒●)

Still keeping the faith. Always.

2011-12-26T15:50:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th anniversary, 東方神起.

It has been 8 years, huh? 8 years ago, December 26 was a very important day to these 5 guys: Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin. A day they would never forget. I became a fan when I started listening to Rising Sun and O. It was way back in 2008. I felt like there is no group that is more perfect than this. Then I listened to their Japanese songs, watched their shows and live performances.

I really wished they could stay like that forever. I mean, there was a time when Jaejoong mentioned in Hey! Hey! Hey! that they were completely happy the way they were. And Hamada laughed really hard at that. I never get bored watching that clip. :')

Also, I hate stans. JYJ stan and HoMin stan. Why do the stans even exist? You guys claimed to be Cassiopeia, yet you chose to take sides. It ain't pretty. Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and Changmin deserve better than that. It hurts them too, seeing the fans like that. Yunho once said that he's trying very hard to protect DBSK. The name of DBSK. And the members of DBSK. He's the leader. I'm sure someday he will bring them together.

I'm just patiently waiting for that day to come. I don't care. Let it be 5 years, 10 years or 50 years from now, I'll be waiting. I had a feeling they will get back together. Not just me. Others feel like that too. Cassiopeia feels that. We are the W in the sky, watching out for the boys. It ain't easy; seeing other groups performing together, appearing in tv shows together, singing together... You get jealous. I get jealous. I was thinking, 'Why can't DBSK do this, do that, the 5 of them?' Sometimes it doesn't feel fair. It was bad of me, but once, I had a thought: 'I wonder what will happen to the fans if so and so group breaks up?'

Yeah. That's wicked. But I can't help it. DBSK is the one that got me into KPop. Does KPop has any meaning for me if it can't bring back my all-time favourite group? I don't know the answer. But as I mentioned earlier, I'm not giving up. EVER. I'm waiting. I'm believing. I'm keeping the faith.

When I pass away

2011-12-19T12:27:00.003+08:00

:DD

Bold what applies to you.→

2011-12-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my body.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears
I have freckles.
I've sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve cried from laughing so hard.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to Hawaii.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single ~~forever~~
I’m in a “it’s complicated” relationship.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve ran a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I have 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorders.
I’ve taken an anti-depressant.
I have been anorexic or bulimic
I’ve slept an entire day without needing to go pee.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect comic books.

It's a tumblr thing! Yay~ :)

Source: asdfghjkllove

1Q84

2011-12-17T14:48:00.003+08:00

Yaaaayyyyyyy my package of 1Q84 has arrived!! *victory dance* qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm!! :DDD

I bought too many books and I don't know when I'm gonna read them all. o.O

Fuuuu all the things!

2011-12-13T00:33:00.001+08:00

Exactly what I feel right NOW. Like, yeah, right now. =_=

Pfft.

My guitars. Wait. What?

2011-12-08T03:05:00.001+08:00

I was so in love with Tora.

虎

Until I found Uruha.

麗

And they are both guitarists. Sexy ones too.

Wait. What? Don't know who the hell these GUYS are?

Shame. Shame on you people.

The end of me

2011-12-06T20:41:00.001+08:00

I let down my seniors.

It's killing me. Everything looks cloudy. I don't know how to face them anymore. Why do I feel guilty, when it's actually not my fault. I decided to make that decision, but why do I feel like shit right now? I just decided to quit the first aid competition, or else known as PPC. Our college detachment won that for 12 consecutive years. Sugoi da ne?

But I just couldn't bring myself to come to the long hours of training. I don't think I'm capable of managing myself. When I told Kak Zara about that, she looked so sad. She told me to think about it. A few days later, after our program meeting, Kak Ain and Kak Jie Xing came to talk to me. They tried to persuade me to join but at that point I already made my mind.

I wanted to say I just don't give a damn. No matter how I tried to convince myself, I end up feeling even more guilty.

And I was scared. I was scared that they will ignore me because of my decision. They are my seniors. I'm already feeling attached to them, especially Kak Zara. She helped me lots. She's like an older sister to me. Thankfully, she still treated me the same. Ever since then, which was one week ago, I haven't met the others. Just now, I bumped into Kak Jie Xing and she was surprised to find that we lived in the same block. I felt like crying. They didn't treat me like trash, like I half-expected. It made me feel even more guilty. :/

I lost sleep thinking about that.

Arhsgdakjd what should I do?? T^T

Yeaaaa... remembered.

2011-11-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

Yeah. I'm still NOT over it.

I shall not remember yours

2011-11-20T17:14:00.001+08:00

So you don't remember my birthday? Even when you have the stupid facebook birthday reminder at the side of your news feed? Shall I not remember yours too?

Wait. You don't EVEN set some kind of reminder in your phone? Now this is hurting me a bit. Am I not that important to you? I know I'm being overly emo over something as stupid and trivial as not remembering my birthday. But... damn, it's MY birthday! It is supposed to be an important day for me because without it, you won't have an awesome friend like me.

Maybe I should forget yours. Now there, 'forgetting' and 'not remembering' are two different things.

Not remembering = when you really don't have any intention whatsoever to remember a particular thing.

Forgetting = you used to remember it, but the memory got stuck somewhere in your head but it's still there.

So yeah, they are different.

Why am I making such a big fuss here? Come on! You don't even text me a 'HB'. Though I hate that kind of "wishes". I'll be like, why the hell it is so difficult to type a simple "happy birthday" or "besday"or "bday" or... nah, whatever. But if it's coming from you, that's okay 'cause I'd know you still know it's you-know-what. Nope. Not a single 15 sen text. Hey, I'm hurting deeply here!

Tch. Thanks to you, I'm having a marvelous birthday ever. Though I'd still would like to thank those who wished me on my wall (without the fb reminder thing, you guys won't remember right? I'm removing my birhday from my profile and see how many wish(es) I'll get next year trolololol) and sent me texts.

Yay me for a successful rage post! AWWWWWW YYYYEEEAAAAHHH!!

Keeping up with life

2011-11-13T00:47:00.001+08:00

I totally let my guard down during the 1-week holidays. I hardly touch my assignments (Math especially). I didn't do my revision (Math exam this coming Saturday).

I don't feel like going back to campus. I wanna stay at home a bit longer. It's not that I don't like it there but that place stressed me out. I hate the learning contract thing. I don't care how other universities in other COUNTRIES are doing it since the dinosaur age and I don't care about us being the first university in this country to have it. I just want to study peacefully. Is that too much to ask?

No no, they think we are lacking some soft skills. Why can't they let us decide when and what we want to do? If some people do not want their soft skills to be developed, let them be! They want their lives that way, let them be!

I feel like dying.

Oh. I'm turning 19 soon. The age transition between a teenage and an adult. I want to learn a lot of things.

I've got to buy Jay's 11th album. Naoooo!

What a messy post.

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I think he has gotten more fangirls screaming at the sight of him, he can just stand there and make people(women) drool, he can practically wear ANYTHING and still look gorgeous, it hurts me that he is so PERFECT.

Changmin

2011-10-25T01:23:00.001+08:00

Oh God.

Oh GOD.

OH GOD.

GOD.

My music box

2011-10-22T12:34:00.002+08:00

Yayyy! I'm addicted to Tumblr! Like, seriously addicted. I mean, see what happens to this page! Tumblr is the best~~ lol

And I found this on my Tumblr dash. I'm not in the mood of doing homework now. So, yeah. =_=

Credit to: dontyoupinyourheart.tumblr.com

Answers:

1. Wish You Were Here by Avril Lavigne.

2. Ting Ma Ma De Hua by Jay Chou.

3. When I watched Avril Lavigne on TV. Complicated was played at that time. I was still in my primary school and I thought she's the coolest singer ever. And she still is. Second behind YUI. :)

4. Guitar.

5. Ayyy Girl by JYJ. They should kick Kanye West out of their album.

6. Bang! by After School.

7. My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade.

8. Dong Bang Shin Ki. 5, 2 and 3. You know what I mean.

9. I Love You by Position. Fell in love with Changmin's version actually.

10. Shim Changmin (and Jay Chou).

11. Same taste as me. Good one, of course! xD

12. Malay songs. I have 12 out of 898 songs in my MP3. =.=

13. Ke$ha.

14. Opera by Super Junior.

15. Spica by Sakamoto Maaya.

16. With All My Heart ~Kimi ga Odoru, Natsu~ by DBSK.

17. OMG sooo many! Those by Jay Chou, DBSK and all those anime songs, I guess. x)

18. No one. :p

*bows*

Crushed inside and out haha

2011-10-13T04:01:00.000+08:00

It's 3:02 AM right now. I can't sleep. I'm too excited for tomorrow (heck, I meant, in a few hours' time). I'm going to UPM and I'm gonna meet Yumi-chan~~ There's a book fair there and they are selling books for damn cheap prices. No, man, I can't let that go! ~~Though I'm supposed to go for BSMM duty. :o~~

The hell with it.

Anyways, you see, this page has been outdated for some time. My fingers became too lazy and my mind was too tired these few days. =.= I just joined Mandarin class. Gone through the first class on Tuesday. It was fun. They taught us the alphabets and the tones stuff. I've got some problem pronouncing 'zhi', 'ci' and 'si'. T^T Mia, help me out~~

Actuallyyyy... that's not the point here.

So, you see...

ihaveahugecrushonsomeoneandhesamalayguyfrommycollege.

Phew.

Yes. If you get what I just muntah keluar, good. If not, figure it out.

Arhh! Damn, it's not "I-just-like-looking-at-his-face" thing anymore. It's more to "I-think-I-like-him" or MAYYBEEE "I-really-really-really-like-him-and-I-dunno-what-to-do" stuff. Serious one. PWNED.

My close friends and I addressed him as "Muka Bersih". Because his face is really... I dunno, it makes people feel at ease. He always has this peaceful and calm expression. He's bespectacled and I noted ~~when I stalked him~~ that he's left-handed and he wears a ring on his ring finger. I was wondering if he already has someone he likes. I speculated with my friends that he could have engaged to someone. OMG. D: A possibility. Or maybe a speculation. Worst, it might be a reality. Daaamnn.


Yes, Karam, I get it. It's ~~L**E~~. -toooot- :\|

There was this particular thing that happened on Tuesday. I was with my friends in the BSMM room, waiting to start our weekly session. Then I realized that I didn't bring my kain anduh. So I went back to my room. On the way, near the foyer entrance, he came from the opposite side. My heart jumped a bit and I kinda stared at him to make sure I was looking right (the light was kinda dim there). As I walked past him, still staring at him (duhh), he too, was looking at me. I was SURE I wasn't dreaming or anything because I can still remember his eyes locking into mine. It was a nice feeling. ~~And I kept on smiling like an idiot after that.~~

But the story doesn't stop there. When I went back to the room, everyone was already there and guess what? HE was there, sitting not-so-directly opposite me. I was like, "Dammit. He's gonna notice it." I tried to keep cool as much as possible. Heck, and I still stole a few glances when I had the chance. :PPP But thennn, not trying to be perasan or anything, I caught him looking in my direction, TWICE. And he had that oh-so-sweet smile on his face. So yeah, we locked eyes for three times exactly. I was soooooooooo happy. :)

I can't believe I wrote all this. In the middle of the night. ~~I hope he doesn't find out about this. Darn.~~

Yay me.

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Oh no what about my sayang? :o

Talkative Tuesday #2: et cetera

2011-09-27T09:53:00.005+08:00

Credits: Go.Be.Love.

CPU status: Low RAM.

When things got too hard...

2011-09-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

Damn it, they taught Math in BM.

Darnnnnnnn.

It felt like learning new things even though you had learned that before. I mean, I had been taught Maths (and Science) in ENGLISH for at least 6 years! Then suddenly, BAM!, lecture notes and tutorials in BM upon your eyes. Haiz~ I need lots of time to digest stuff and I was NEVER a big fan of Math. I can understand stuff like 'nombor kompleks' because it's like darn obvious but when things like 'hujah' (argument) and 'ketaksamaan nilai mutlak' (absolute value inequalities) came floating from the screen, I had to take some time to translate it, and then digest it. Ohmaigawddd~ T^T

I was on the verge of a breakdown, two days ago. Just when I thought everything was going well, the same disaster had to happen again. I cried like a baby. I guess I haven't been crying for a long time, those ugly feelings mounted inside me and then they burst. It took just a teeny tiny reason for those feelings to come out all at once. I had this habit of restraining my feelings, up to a point where I couldn't take it any longer. That kind of thing happened two days ago. I was walking up the hill, on the way to my room and I was thinking about the subject clashes (yes, THAT, again) and then came this weird thought about how things couldn't be a bit easier for me. Those negative thoughts kept on hitting me until I reached my room. Once I got in (of course, no one was there), I slammed my keys on the bed and then, there.. I broke down. I felt relieved to get some emotions out of me. Heh. I guess I'm babbling too much here.

Anyways, today things became pretty easier. I registered for Microcomputer lab session (Dr. Yap was very kind, I liked him) and signed up for Urusetia Pembangunan Sumber Manusia o__O haha! Then there's the learning contract stuff and Academic Communication project (group work is such a pain in the ass).

Oh well.

By the way, this person cheered me up today. :)

>>>>>>>>>>

The infamous Haruhi pose. <3

Thanks, sayang. ^__^

Becoming a Highlander

2011-09-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

Hi. Selamat Hari Malaysia. I am Malaysian-lah! And a proud one at that.

It has been more than a week since I started my life in UKM. Had to go through orientation for four days and classes started last Monday. My family came with Syazwan and her family, like a convoy sort of thing. We stayed in Puri Pujangga UKM for one night and... time for registration.

So on September 7, I registered in my college. I was placed in Kolej Ibrahim Yaakub, located on the hills. The students here called themselves The Highlanders (yeah!) because the college is located on the highest grounds compared to all the colleges there. It got cold at night. How am I doing here? Things are looking good. I love my room! It's a room for two persons, with all the furniture from wood! The cupboard (no, not steel lockers) is made up till the ceiling so there's plenty of room, to store fooooodd~~ What I gotta say is, the room is much classier that my room back in matrics. First time staying here, I kept comparing things with matrics. I had a lot of complaints, such as the shower being small and narrow, the water being very slow and so on. But now, I think I'm doing fine.

My place.

Oh. My roommate is also a matrics student. Her name's Masnita, from Kedah. I was so relieved to get someone who also came from the north. Getting Mas as my roommate, I like how my life here turns out. We exchanged lots of stories. But the orientation days were very exhausting. Not as exhausting as my matriculation orientation though. The seniors conducting the orientation, called Pemudah Cara or PCs, they were all very nice and helpful. The best moment was when all 3000+ students gathered in the DECTAR, in their respective colleges, and we all cheered our college cheers. We called that Perang DECTAR. Every college didn't want to lose so things got very noisy there.

Hmm what else?

Oh yeah! My roommate and I joined a perbarisan for Merdeka last Sunday. We only had one day to practice kawad kaki. We all did pretty good but not good enough to win. Oh well. I seriously wanted to win! We might win if we had another day of practice. T^T

So far, ok la. At first I had the stupid subject clashes but things are settled now. Oh. I still haven't met my mentor! *sigh*

Here we go again

2011-09-07T07:36:00.003+08:00

Alright so now I'm here. My feeling is not so much different from when I had to go to matrics. Oh, that, times by 50 and so pretty much you can figure how freaked out I am.

I'M NOT READY TO CONTINUE STUDYING~~

Bye bye, procrastination.

Gotta go. In a hurry. ;D

Freaky Friday #1: Math problem solved!

2011-09-02T00:10:00.000+08:00


Math is fun too. :P

Credits to @ROFLPics_

Memorable Monday #1: Shirota Yuu ---> Akanishi Jin ♡

2011-08-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

110822: These dorks amused me a lot. ;P

Fuwa fuwa time

2011-08-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finished watching Junjou Romantica!! Phew. Can't get enough of it! I demand a season 3! LOL. It was soooo fluffy and I totally spazzed when I watched it. ^/////^ Cute BL. I want mooorreee~~~

Romantica Couple: Usami Akihiko & Takahashi Misaki

The main couple and one of my favourites. Usagi's weirdness and randomness made me fall for him. Well, of course, he's all Misaki's though. >_< Usagi is quickly lovable, with his weird hobby of collecting teddy bears and marimo; he's one of those 4-dimensional characters.

Kyaaa~! xDD

You're damn right, Aikawa. ^___^

Egoist Couple: Kusama Nowaki & Kamijou Hiroki

Wheeee~ my favourite! Wacchan and Hiro-san FTW. Haha! If they rock in season 1, they are even better in season 2. I thought they could have more screen time. Or maybe a whole series for them? *winks winks*

Oohh Wacchan's so excited~ ^////^

Just admit it: You wanted it too, Hiro-chan. :P

The mega-ultimate moment when Hiro-chan gets jealous and loses his temper. Sweeeeet! xPP

PAWNED!

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Omg they are the best. ^^

Terrorist Couple: Miyagi You & Takatsuki Shinobu

Another side couple with so little screen time. Shinobu-chin is so cute! He's blunt and said whatever he got on his mind. I wanted to see more of them since they made a huge progress already in the series.

I almost fell off my chair when he said that. xP

Haha!

*spazzes* :DDD

Finally.

And then there's Junjou Minimum; Usagi & Hiro when they were kids. Very cute! How many times I said the word 'cute' already? =_=

Chibi Hiro & chibi Usagi~~~

>___<

Fuwa fuwa, kira kira shounen-ai is the best! ;DD

Epic wedding gown

2011-08-15T10:55:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, a singer called Mizz Nina and an indie band frontman, Noh from Hujan got married and held their wedding reception...

I don't care about the rest but that Japanese-Malay wedding gown is pure AWESOME!! It's beautiful! Genius.

Omg me want! >_< Pic from here.

Pic from here.

It's time to celebrate yaoi-ness!

2011-08-13T22:53:00.003+08:00

I started watching the anime Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi (SIH) since last week and eventually trapped in the yaoi world, again.

It's boys' love, people!

SIH is bacially about the story behind the production of a manga. Shoujo manga, to be precise. It's rather interesting. The process of making a manga from making the storyboard to selling the manga is shown here.

I had no idea that the mangaka of SIH is actually the creator of Junjou Romantica. Since I was hooked watching SIH, and found myself craving for more BL, I started to watch Junjou. And now, I'm basically addicted to both animes. I just finished watching SIH last night. Guess what? I NEED A FREAKING SEASON 2 RIGHT NOW!! Please please please, Nakamura-sensei, give me more SIH fuwa fuwa, kira kira love! >_____<

The anime is nice. I especially love the colours. Soft and pure and light, like first love~ :D

The main couple: Takano Masamune & Onodera Ritsu. The thing that always revolves around Takano's head beside shoujo mangas: rape Ritsu. == And Ritsu is a tough uke. So it's very interesting.

Takano & Ritsu

"Rape rape rape rape"

You just got raped, Ricchan. That's what happened. =_=""

By the way, I love watching one of the side couples, Yukina Kou & Kisa Shouta. Yukina is hot! Wheee~ Kisa's depressing thoughts never fail to amuse me. xD

Yukina & Kisa

Yukina's ultimate confession. ^///^ And how will Kisa react?

That's so not romantic, Kisa-kun. xP

Haha! They are lovable. Kisa is so funny! He does stupid things when he is thinking about Yukina. Like, completing his proposal but then clicking on the wrong button when the popup window comes out. He has to do everything all over again. xDD

ROFL!

Another side couple is Hatori Yoshiyuki & Yoshino Chiaki. Tori is Chiaki's editor and they are childhood friends. Tori is great as a seme, but Chiaki is just plain annoying. He's too shallow! Sometimes I pity Tori. *sigh*

Chiaki & Tori

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From Junjou, my favourite couple would be Kusama Nowaki & Kamijo Hiroki. Usagi & Misaki is fun too but Hiro's tsundere-ness is amusing to see. The best thing about them: they are chasing each other (though Hiro doesn't want to admit it due to his stupid pride). Nowaki is such a sweet guy~ ~~Too bad he's gay.~~

Love Wacchan for his randomness.

Omg, he's saying he's huge. :P

The ultimate moment! *drumrolls*

Hiro letting his ~~stupid~~ pride fall. My favourite scene. Wheee~ :D

I won't stop watching these. And Season 2, too!

Yaoi is so awesome. xDD

Ashraf Haziq's effect on the world

2011-08-12T21:36:00.001+08:00

I was amazed.

A few days ago there was a news on a Malaysian boy being robbed after someone else injured him in the streets during the London riot. His name is Ashraf Haziq, a 20-year-old Malaysian student studying in London.

The above footage showed how this helpless guy was already injured, his jaw broken and he was spitting blood when there was a bunch of "good citizens trying to help him". Apparently, they mugged his backpack and robbed him. His bike, phone and game console; GONE.

It was purely inhuman.

Just now I saw his interview on the news. He was recovering and he said he feels sorry because amongst his attackers, there were children. o___o Don't these kids have parents? How awful. It just shows how retarded some people can be. Ugh.

But then, there were good people trying to help him. This is the thing that amazes me. I happened to visit twitter moments ago and saw 'Ashraf Haziq' trending.

As of 8:54PM, August 12, 2011.

People all over the world are so concerned about this matter. There was a tumblr account called Let's Do Something Nice for Ashraf Haziq (+Others) and people donated to him. Now he could get two times the stuff that guys stole from him. =.=

Why do I write this post? I don't even know this guy and I only saw him twice on tv. Well, it is simply because I am impressed at how noble some people are while how disgusting others can be. Aren't humans interesting? ^^

Hope that the world will be at peace even it's only for 1 minute.*sigh*

UKM and UPM are best buddies

2011-08-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

They ain't far from each other, yay!

Yumi-channn~~~~ We can hang out together, can't we? Maybe a sleepover too? xP

We are best buddies, and our universities are best buddies too~ Hehe.

Some people can be so random

2011-08-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Anyone who has watched the anime Durarara!! should notice the use of an online forum board used by the Dollars members. Consequently, there are a few websites similar to the one in the show created for Durarara!! fans. I'd rather say they are all cool and looked very similar, if not the same.

My current desktop wall

They even have a password on the homepage. Watch the show to know the password. ;) One site worth visiting: http://dollars-bbs.org.

A few days ago I went to a Dollars chatroom: ikebukuro-dollars.com. Man, the site was damn cool. You don't have to register or anything. It's completely anonymous; people won't even be able to tell your gender. I visited a room and chatted for some time when this random person logged in.

Shiki is me.

He/she logged in, typed long meows and logged out of the room. I was like, "Ooookaaayyy." So random. lol

Durarara!! is so cool. :)

Lovin' the memories

2011-08-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

I resigned. I no longer work at McDonald's. My last service day was on 23rd July. The shift manager at that time was Abang Farhan and I was one of the closing crews.

I still remembered the moments I stepped into that store, located at departure level of the airport. I was interviewed on April 26th by Abang Hermey, who asked me to come at 9 a.m. the next day. My first official service day: April 27th, and Kak Suzie was the shift manager. Lina (now studying in KMK ^^) showed me around. I was in charge of hash browns and fries during my first two days. I still remembered how my hands hurt and my limbs felt like they were going to come off. The fries baskets felt so heavy back then.

I don't know why but at first, I was so scared of Jon, the first store manager. I couldn't look at him in the face. He looks like a typical strict boss in any company. But as time progressed, I learned that he was a warm person. Sometimes I couldn't tell whether he was making jokes or being serious. He was funny too.

The second store manager, Choon Bee or rather, I would call her Kak Bee. She's a great manager. She shared some stories with me and she was one of the reasons I didn't resign earlier. One of the most unforgettable things that happened to me was when she told me (while packing fries) that she liked working with me. It meant so much to me. I was only a newbie and being told that by a manager, I couldn't describe how happy and pleasantly surprised I was. :))) I missed her.

Abang Fifie. A great person; funky in his own way; very professional. He often shared his knowledge and experience with the crews. I liked it when he started explaining business strategies and everything along that line.

Abang Azrul. Quiet, cool and collected. He would always watch from behind and helped out. Oh. He didn't like messy things. He would arrange the chilli sauce and ketchup packets when others would just stuff them in the containers. "Buang masa," Jon would say. =.= But still, he liked things to be in order. And, he often memperkotak-katikkan my life; making jokes while putting on a poker face. xP

Abang Farhan, code name: Gabriel Raphael. =_=" He always give me (other crews included) free lectures and I would just listen intently. Sometimes they were funny, though. A great sport. Cute mat salih girls won't be able to escape from his eyes.

Abang Firzuan. He was damn sporting. Sometimes emotional, depending on his mood. He loved teasing me though, and he would grin that sheepish grin whenever I scowled at him. ;)

Kak Suzie. She was so petite and at first, I mistook her for a Chinese because of her small eyes. ;D Her voice was loud, though, don't be fooled by her small size. She really loved teh ais.

Abang Hermey. Easygoing but beware, his tongue was sharp. LOL. I always heard him mumbling random songs. Haha!

As for other crews, I was so fond of Kak Watie. She was like a sister to me and I always thought of her as my mentor. She taught me lots and I owed so much to her. Thank you, everyone. Thank you. My greatest gratitude to all crews and managers of McDonald's Penang International Airport. I gained so much from the short three months. Priceless memories and experience, meeting various people (including celebrities, yo! Now that's sick! ;D) and being part of the team.

Crew outdoor meeting

Crew picnic

Maybe I would work there during semester breaks. Hehe.

UKM all the way

2011-08-07T12:50:00.001+08:00

So USM really does not want me to run around their campus, huh? That's too bad. :/

Bleh.

But I'm not completely devastated becauuuuuseeee.... *drumrolls*

I'm going to UKM!! In every possible way. :)

Alhamdulillah. Thank God, I made it! My first choice pulak tu. Wheeee~~ :D

Nuclear science, woohoo! Damn it, people gave me strange looks when I told them that. Like, I'm gonna make a bomb and drop it on their heads. Very funny.

That's one thing. Another thing that made me all excited is the fact that Dayah, my former roommate is going there too! And she's placed in the same faculty as me! Too bad we didn't get the same hostel. I'm hyped up to go to uni already. Just one month to go... :)

Whee~~ Kikwang's failed heart. He's so adorable. >__<

Baby, a heart looks like this:

♥

:3

KAT-TUN for Danielle

2011-07-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

Dear my friend Danielle,

I'm so sorry for not being able to fulfill your request regarding an update of KAT-TUN (even Junno and Nakamaru) because I myself have ~~forgotten~~ not getting updates about them. The last thing I've heard of them was their "WHITE" single which was last May. =P

Yours sincerely,

Syakirah

Wordless Wednesday #1

2011-07-20T17:22:00.000+08:00


:))

Boring like Nana

2011-06-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

Love that expression. Gah, she's cute. =_=

I have no reason whatsoever but I just love that screencap from After School's Shampoo MV and decided to post that cute little face of Nana.. I love ~~her~~, err, this group. Yeap.

~~Gosh. Am I a bi?~~

Talkative Tuesday #1

2011-06-21T17:08:00.001+08:00

Yeah, man!

P/S: I decided to post pictures with words on them on every Talkative Tuesday post. The reason I called it "talkative" despite it being actually just a picture because a picture speaks a thousand words. ~~Gosh, I sound so lame.~~ =_=

Oh well :(

2011-06-10T21:30:00.001+08:00

I didn't get it.

Yeah, so USM doesn't want me to wander around their campus.

WTH WTH??

But still, I'm shameless and I don't wanna let it go easily so I'm gonna make a rayuan. >_<

Yeah go for it!

Lovin' it?

2011-06-10T12:13:00.001+08:00

I know. It has been like... yeah, a month. I haven't updated my page for ONE WHOLE MONTH! Wow. Now what I have to blame at?

First of all, the ~~excuse~~ reason I did not update this blog is becauseeeeeee.... *drumrolls* I've got a job and yes, now I am working and in less a week, I'll be getting my first payslip ever! Surprise, surprise. Haha! It sounds... nutty, right? Crazy? Almost. Totally not-in-the-right-mind? Hell, yeah. =P Yes, I'm not talking crap la! I'm working in McDonald's, Penang Airport branch. I'm lovin' it. Lol!

How's work so far? Well, the work is not really heavy but it is tiring. I'm working 8 hours per day, 6 days a week. By the time I got home, all I wanted to do is sleep, sleep, sleep. Feel like my limbs are gonna drop or something. And lately now I have this weird back ache. :/

I liked working there. Other crews and all (eight) managers; they are cool. On 16th May, we had Crew Outdoor Meeting in Taman Metropolitan Relau (I had never been there) and it was fun hanging out with them. One of the most unforgettable things that happened to me was when I messed up while stocking up sundae mix. The white sticky thing dripped all over the sundae machine. =_=

And I've got my matrics result on 18th May. Not so high, lower than my expectation. ~~3.53, what the fish??~~ Heck, I should be just thankful I got around 3.50. *slaps self*

Anyways, I hope I could go to USM. :/

Graduating matrics

2011-05-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

It has been a few days since... I ~~LEFT~~ GRADUATED MATRICULATION! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~
The ultimate freedom is here, dude! ~.^

Well, truthfully, I have mixed feelings about having to leave matrics. I mean, yeah, I'm totally happy that I could get out of the "jungle" (Wismen kept calling the place that =.=) but at the same time, I feel sad that I have to leave my roommates, classmates and even the lecturers there. That one year put so much pleasant memories in my head.

I gained so many things from the short ~~(but it seemed long)~~ one year. Especially from my fellow roommates. There was a time when our room became a cold war place. Seriously, it was awkward. But bad things tend to end, right? Whatever it is, we also did some crazy stuff together. Those are some of the unforgettable moments I want to cherish. My classmates, F1P1 from semester 1 & F5P4 from semester 2, they are all awesome. I'm grateful. But I regret that I wasn't able to get to know them more. Time is too short + loads of work + packed schedule. Not quite possible for us to hang out more (unless if you consider the time spent in classes as 'hanging out'. =P)

And my lecturers. They are super duper awesome. I especially couldn't forget when my co-curriculum lecturer once treated 14 of us to roti canai and teh tarik for breakfast! He's such a great sport. Also special thanks to Miss Arinawati (Chemistry Sem 1), Miss Shiqah (Physics Sem 1), Madam Norzahana (English Sem 1), Miss Lim (Maths Sem 1), Madam Harlina (Chemistry Sem 2), Madam Aznah (Physics Sem 2), Madam Vimala (English Sem 2) & Madam Norazilah (Maths Sem 2). Gonna miss your teachings, for sure. ;)

Call me crazy but I'm starting to miss those busy days. ==

F5P4 = aliens? ;D

Changmin should stop being so sexy!

2011-04-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I watched Music Bank. Well, it almost ended when I arrived at the cafe. I reached there just in time for the last performance: HoMin performing Before U Go! As usual, the front tables were filled with people; I only managed to sit at the fifth table. =.=

The table in front of me was full. Then when in time for the performance, the girl in front of me squealed so loud I think that the whole place could hear her. And she screamed when.. well, MY Changmin sang, and dance his solo part. Gosh. I knew that girl. She was from my lecture group last semester. I thought she is someone that doesn't layan this.. entertainment stuff. Because she looks so studious! I mean, can you blame me? That was what I thought of her. Obviously, she's a big fangirl of my Changmin. Oh. Can't blame her. Changmin has become too sexy these days. Haiz~

Changminpleasestopexposingyoursexinessbecauseit'sonlyformetosee. o_o

*_____*

Curse the wi-fi. It blocks YouTube! =___= Thought I wanted to share the performance vid. It was SEXY. ^^

Another one

2011-04-08T13:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah, so I've decided to open another blog. Here it is. >>kirarants.blogspot.com

I wanted to babble stupid things and it would be more appropriate if I could do it straight from my mind.

The entry before this is just a kick-start. ;D

Anyways, do visit it. ~~It is just nonsense~~.

BM-ing?

2011-04-07T00:27:00.006+08:00

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Ok I did not update for a looooooooooooong time. Can't blame on the busy schedule because now is study week. WTH. Yeah I'm getting out of here this APRIL 20TH!! Exam starts on April 11th. Oh can we just stop talking about exam? *glares at Chemistry notes on bed*

I was blogwalking (just learned that term, ok fine, I'm old shhoool). And I found two blogs, written by male Malaysian bloggers: The Other Khairul and Obefiend. Their posts are damn funny and I love the way they write. Very sarcastic and full of controversy-ish. Now I feel like writing rojak. I mean, Manglish.

Official rojak starts here:

Ok aku memang rasa pelik first time tulis blogpost dalam BM. Bukan apa pun, rasa cam, entah, PELIK. (Just kill me now). Maybe sebab tak biasa kot. Lepas baca blog diorang, tiba-tiba teringin la plak nak ber-BM dalam blog. Haha. Bagi aku masa sikit nak feeling ber-BM ni.

Study week ni, aku concentrate kat Chemistry and Physics je. So far. Aku langsung tak sentuh Math. Dah la Selasa ni ada paper Math. Nak mati awal ke? Dengan kepala otak trigo-nya, statistics, permutation shit and whatever functions la kan aku belajar the whole sem. From view katil aku, aku boleh nampak roomates aku yang disayangi. One side tengah minum milo sambil study Math, another side tengah FB-ing sambil dengar lagu. Ada sorang tu dah tido. Memang rilek abis la. Aku cam neutral. Ada time aku main (cam sekarang), ada time aku tengok buku gak. Tapi aku memang nak pulun habis-habisan la final PSPM ni. Ganbarou!

Wow, dahsyat gak bila aku dah start ber-BM ni. Ganas ke bahasa aku ni? You guys judge la. But I think I'm getting the ideas across faster when I write in Malay. Because I'm a Malay kot. Duh.

Whatever it is, I think I will publish random postings in BM when I'm in the mood. Anything else, they will be the same.

Btw, I'm liking MBLAQ now and Cheondoong a.k.a Park Sanghyun is my latest obsession (oh shit, does that make Sandara Park my sister-in-law-to-be? Obviously, duh). But I'm never giving up Mir. Just so you don't get the wrong idea. =P

OMG SO CUUUUUTTTEEEE~~

I just realized that leader Seungho is smexxxy. =o

Curse the stupid wifi.

Phone

2011-03-29T18:17:00.003+08:00

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I lost my phone.

Wait, let me rephrase that. Somebody stole my phone.

My Sony Ericsson W580i!!!

Yeah, you got that right.

Last night some bastard broke into our room (while we were sleeping) around 3-5 am and took my phone and Farah's.

I don't know how to react to this. I heard some stories on thefts happening around our dorms but I didn't expect it to happen to me!

Called my parents and they said not to worry about it. I love that phone. Of course, sometimes I complained about its keypad and bad camera resolution but hey, that was my own first handphone ever! It has certain sentimental value for me. *sigh*
The memory card has lots of pictures. Those are irreplaceable. :'(

I just hope the person would return our phones back. But seeing the situation now, it seems rather hopeless. I will just keep on praying.

A day

2011-02-28T00:52:00.008+08:00

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Yes! Picture credits to Mohamad Haris Ishak, who fought his way with the press to get a shot. ;P

Last Thursday, there was a big event happening right here in KMK! Our own Timbalan PM, Tan Seri Muhyiddin Yassin came to visit! Oh yeah, that was freaking true.

There were preparations done a few weeks before he came. The best part was when the lecturers were all busy doing stuff and classes got cancelled. Wheee~~~ You know how hard it is to get some rest in matrics. The weekends are not enough, I tell you. Never.

So, yeah, back to the story. The event was called "Matrikulasi Bersama Masyarakat". It was like the biggest event happened there. Ever. People from all matriculation colleges came and stayed here for two days. Even the one from Labuan, I think. o.O Can see different colors of their buses. People staying near there came too. And then there were stalls and booths set up. It was like a carnival. In the morning, there were just exhibitions. Tan Sri TPM came at around 2 pm. Physical Science students (me included D:) had to line up near the guard post to welcome him. It was not that sunny, luckily. We had flags, getting ready when there were sirens and police and cars. I got excited. Then, I saw his car. He was waving to us and I was like, only 2 metres away from him! It felt like meeting a celebrity. Duh. ^^

After that, there were speeches (couldn't miss that) and the perasmian thing. Just for this, all the JPPs from matrics of every state came down to Changlun. Not only that, even some schoolkids were there too. There were stalls set up on the field, selling various stuff. It was like a carnival. Tan Sri TPM went back 2 hours later. Then, on the night, there was a Maulidur Rasul ceramah by the first runner-up of Imam Muda. Yes, Hizbur Rahman came too. That day was full of meeting-a-celebrity feeling. LOL!

Physics students became the penyambut tetamu.

The plate our TPM signed.

Balloooooons~

The villagers and lecturers in a tarik tali event. ;D

Anyways, the weekend was busy. I also had to get involved in Extravaganza a few weeks later. Sounds familiar? Yes, we, ex-Georgians of KMK are organising EXTRAVAGANZA! Just like in the school. Can't wait for that.

Kedah, Kedah, Kedah pantang kalah~

Neko neko

2011-02-25T13:25:00.003+08:00

That's the video I took in my room, under my bed. These two kittens love playing inside our room. Can hear Kiroro's "Mirai e" inside the vid. And also Dayah's voice. =P

I want to keep a cat. I love cats. Maybe I'm still scared of their scratchings but they're cute. Cats are intelligent. It would be amusing if I could keep a cat.

My mother doesn't like cats. She despises them because our neighbour (my uncle) keeps lots of cats. Sometimes the cats would sleep on our car and poop at the gate. So yeah, sometimes my mother freaks out about having to clean up kitties' poops though we don't even have one. That's why my mother won't let me keep one.

I used to have a cat when I was a kid which I left in my late grandmother's house. I would visit it every weekend and play with it. Its name was Oren because of its orange fur. But it died because a car hit it. I cried so much when my cousin wanted to bury it. Since then, I never had cats.

Hopefully, one day, I will be able to own one.

Buffaloes

2011-02-11T18:50:00.014+08:00

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I have been delaying this post for so long that I almost forgot the details. Shoot.

A few weeks ago (that's how long it is! ;P), my class and a few other classes went camping to Gua Kerbau. It was part of the co-curricular activities for our Recreational Club. The name of that gua sounds funny right? When I reached there, then I knew why it was named as Gua Kerbau. The place smelled like kerbaus, all right. Buffalo smell all over the place.

Anyway, those 3 days and 2 nights were so fun! I really enjoyed myself. My first camping experience too. About 80 students from five different tutorial classes joined in. The place is not really far from our college so there was like 20 people rode bicycle, another 20 went with kayaks. The remaining (me included) went by bus. I really pity the kayak people. Took them about 4 and a half hours(!!) to get there. Not to mention that they were soaking wet (their kayaks turned over o.O).

THURSDAY; JANUARY 27, 2011.

So yeah, we arrived there at 6.30 pm, Thursday (kayak people arrived at 1o pm). Set up the tents and stuff. We had to do everything for ourself, including cooking for food. Read that right. We were divided into four groups and each group took turns doing the activities, like abseiling, cycling, kayaking and... cooking. My group was the third one and we called ourself "Batu Karang". Fancy much? xDD

For the first night, Encik Hasrul asked for 20 volunteers to sleep at the cave. Each group sent five reps and yeah, I'm one of them. We were given sleeping bags each. The girls slept together in the middle near the cave entrance and the guys slept at the sides. Actually, I thought we were sleeping INSIDE the cave. Heh, no adventures at all. Well, I'm glad we DIDN'T sleep inside the cave. ;)

Honestly, I could barely sleep. Mosquitoes!! And the ground was hard. I didn't sleep at all.

FRIDAY; JANUARY 28, 2011.

The first morning, after breakfast, my group went cycling. It was nice with the village roads and paddy fields and rivers. We even stopped by at a warung to buy drinks.

Then in the afternoon, we went kayaking. My first time on kayak ever! Seriously, I was so scared that the kayak would turn over. I mean, I don't really trust the safety jacket and I know nothing about swimming. It was kinda hard but actually it was quite easy once you got the idea. I was with Kak Ina, my classmate. My arms were so strained and sometimes we hit the banks. And we were the last one to arrive (shouldn't mention this ;P). But the best part was when all the kayaks lined up in a row to do the 'rafting'. It was difficult and we need to hold onto each other. After some time, yeah, it was worth the effort.

Getting ready for cycling~

Enjoying the scenery~

Stopped by to get some milo ais~

Cycling again~

And.. there, Hasrul & Yusuf kayaking. :P

Other group doing abseiling.

The second night. The night's event was the highlight of the camping trip. Jungle-trekking. We started at 11. It was... CRAZY! I mean, it wasn't really like jungle-trekking, more to hill-trekking to me. The path was dangerous with thorns, sharp rocks and even slippery slopes. I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. It was hella scary, man! You couldn't see ANYTHING. I mean, ANYTHING at all. We had limited flashlights and some of us even used the light from handphones to see things. Tan, my classmate used the flash of his phone camera. xDD The path continued downhill and connected straight to the campsite. Arrived at about 1.30 am. My palms were full of blisters. It was scary but exciting. But I'm not sure whether I want to take part in jungle-trekking ever again. ;D

SATURDAY; JANUARY 29, 2011.

Last day of camp. In the morning, my group went to explore the caves. There were a few caves there and some of them were near the jungle-trekking path. It means, we had to go trekking, again, in the daytime. I figured it could be less scary since you can see everything. Well, I was wrong. It was even scarier in the daytime because, well, you can see EVERYTHING. All those holes and thorns and stuff. We followed this uncle, the cave guide there. He could be older than my father but he climbed the hills faster than any of us. o.O

We went inside a few caves. My breath almost got taken away in the third cave we went to. One wrong move, bye bye. Because there was this huge and deep hole near the entrance and I was sure I couldn't really see the end of the hole. Infinity? Perhaps.

But it was the nicest cave. We were actually standing on crystals. The cave guide broke some of the rocks and voila, raw crystals! Pretty stuff but we were not allowed to take it.

The scariest part was when going downhill. I really don't care about my hands that time and I just grabbed on any rocks and trees. I was scared that I would fall tergolek-golek down the hill. How many times did I mention 'scared'? ==

Pak Syed, the cave guide. xD

View from the hilltop

Heart formation!

By the time we finished, the others were already packing up the stuff. I didn't get to do abseiling, phew~ It was hella scary (again). The place was high. When I already freaked out climbing down the astaka wall, don't expect me to go down that rocks. =.=

Oh yeah, btw, there was this cat that stayed with us through the days. It was a beautiful cat, with nice and soft fur and it was very tame. Everyone loved it and it became our new friend at the site. :)

Encik Zakaria treated everyone to lunch before going back and finally, arrived in college at 2 pm. My plan was: take a shower and sleep until morning. Tired like hell. But I couldn't sleep at all and ended up staring at the laptop. D:

Yeah, overall it was very interesting and fun. I had so much exciting experience despite the bad toilets, the strong winds (almost like hurricane, causing our tents to turn over) and... the pain all over my body. I will never forget this. Thank you, everyone. :)

Organic

2011-02-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

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Hah. I think I got a new enemy, who goes by the name ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.

I don't like remembering things I don't understand. I don't like remembering things I can't see. Something like, biology? I can manage it, but I just need more time to digest it. And time really doesn't want "to friend" me. Lectures are getting fast. They need to speed up lectures in order to catch up with the schedule. I don't understand a thing in Chemistry lectures. Why do I have to memorize the stupid mechanism? Why do I have to care about the conditions of reactions, whatsoever? Why do I have to know whether this thing reacts with that thing and that thing doesn't affect this thing's reactions? Electrophiles?? Nucleophiles?? Dehydrohalogenation??? Sheesh.

I just started to love Chemistry. I like Chemistry. But when it comes to Chapter 12: Introduction to Organic Chemistry, it becomes a headache. I can only manage physical chemistry, that's all I can say. I can calculate the reaction rate, but I can't understand how this arrow "attacks" that molecule and produces a new stuff.

I just want to rant about this somewhere. I was doing tutorials on alkenes and I just can't help it when I couldn't really register what I did. It's like, my brain is empty. And how can I do this when PSPM is just less than two months away?? I don't ever want to repeat matrics. NEVER!

I hope I can make friends with organic chemistry soon.

The killjoys

2011-02-05T22:08:00.006+08:00

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Yesterday I went to watch "The Green Hornet" with Syahirah and Nik. Of course, I just had to, since Jay Chou is in it! His Hollywood debut. I love his Engrish. ^^

Anyway, I TOTALLY love that movie! Some said that the movie is a disaster but hey, not me. And Jay Chou just makes the movie a lot stronger. His presence drowns Seth Rogen's and mind you, that's not a hyperbola. And when I watched that piano scene where Jay was flirting with Cameron Diaz in it, I just couldn't stop smiling. Jay had his way in the movie. I mean, who else can make Kato a piano-playing superhero? Only him.

One thing I like about the movie is its slapstick jokes. Some may find those boring but I love cheesy jokes. Though it won't be as funny when you watch it the second time. One thing that made me cringed when I watched the movie was the way they pronounced the name "Kato". Isn't it supposed to be "kaa-tou" instead of "kay-tou"? Could see that coming. =.= Oh yeah, Jay Chou's Engrish. I find it cute. The slight hesitance in his lines is adorable! ^^

I'm gonna get the DVD. ;D

Today I went out with my family to Tesco. My bro and sis gotta buy some books. My aim was: If I couldn't find any books, I gotta buy an MCR album. I couldn't find any good books (does everyone just read vampire stories these days?) so I checked out Artist Gallery. Oh yeah, I saw those big boxes of Jay Chou's concert DVDs. Those were tempting me. Even yesterday when I went to Speedy. It was 99 bucks solid with a free gift inside it. I was like, "Ok, maybe next time." Then I saw it. On top of the shelf. A HUGE box of My Chemical Romance's "Danger Days" album. It's a deluxe edition with a T-shirt in it. And it costs 116 bucks. Seeing the price made me speechless. I tried to find the regular one but none. So I just.. went out.

My mom saw me in the shop and was asking if I want to buy anything. I couldn't keep a straight face because obviously, there IS something I want. So I just told her about the album and that it was too expensive and stuff. I wanted that album. But then, there's this Korean movie I always wanted to watch. Maybe I could buy that. But no, because my mind was set on that album. I went nuts for a few hours there because I even looked up for reviews of the album via my phone online. Talking about obsessive compulsive.

Finally, I asked my mom whether I could withdraw a hundred bucks from my allowance. My mom just said, "It's up to you." Whoa. Since when did she approve of me burning away my money? So yeah, I took out 100 bucks from the ATM machine (why did I notice that?). My bro trailed after me. I was grateful he did because I got panicked when I thought that I didn't have enough money. I didn't know what happened to me when the cashier lady said it was RM110 instead of RM116. My palms got sweaty when I gave the money. The lady was nice. She gave me a free poster too. ^^
Conclusion: I bought the album.

GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

There goes my 100 bucks.
Anyways, it doesn't matter whether I buy it or not. If I didn't buy it, I will regret for not buying it. If I buy it (which I did), I will regret that I spent too much money on ridiculous things. See? Doesn't matter. My bro was like, "How could you neglect Jay Chou??" ==
Things happened. That's how crazy it was.

The box.

The poster.

The T-shirt.

The CD.

The Way. ;D

Always

2011-01-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

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I just got my MUET slip result yesterday. Yes, I got Band 4 for MUET. Alhamdulillah... I was hoping that I could get at least a Band 4. Wheeee~~~
And I was just 6 marks away from getting Band 5. *sigh* Oh well, just not my luck, I guess. :/ But I feel grateful already. Better than average. ^^

By the way, today was my two good friends' birthdays! Happy 19th birthday to Farah Anis KM! I should call you 'onee-chan' already! xDD
And also happy 18th birthday to Amalina a.k.a Rin-chan! My best friend from the cyber world! Hope you get excellent results for your SPM. I believe you can do it!

I hope you two will get what you always dream for..

Kiyo

2011-01-19T21:57:00.005+08:00

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Got a headache. Flu. And it's like, what, 3 more days before I have to return to KMK. D; It stressed me out that there are plenty of works need to be done. English report and the video for Agama assignment. o.O I haven't finished up my tutorials too. Except for Chemistry. So just leave it at that. Let's see some cutesy things and free your mind~

CUTESY THING #1: YongSeo's Banmal Song

The above video is from YongSeo couple from We Got Married. They both composed and wrote lyrics for the song they called "Banmal Song". Yonghwa composed it and Seohyun wrote the lyrics. It's a nice acoustic song. I actually hope they BOTH would release a studio version of it. As for now, yes, there is a studio version but with only Yonghwa singing.
I'm starting to like them. Sweet potatoes. :P

CUTESY THING #2: Popsicle ;D

Dae Guk Nam Ah debuted a new subgroup called Popsicle which consists of Mika, Karam and Jay. Watch their MV and Music Bank debut stage. These vids say it all. ^_________^

~~Karam is YunJae's son. :x~~

CUTESY THING #3: Han Dongjoo's prime time!

Changmin's drama is gonna air soon~~~ Whee~~ On 24th January, I guess. Right after my holidays. D; I understand that there will be kiss scene(s) (maybe not much of a kiss, but oh well) and there will be skinship between my Changmin and the main female lead; Lee Yeonhee's the name. I'm gonna watch it. I will watch it. See how long I've waited for it? Over a year! So, yeah, I won't cry if he had to kiss her. Maybe. :s

He's sooooooo ndjhd13n269sa36lhfa68lshdalwiq.

CUTESY THING #4: The clothes peg trio

Ladies and gentlemen, may I present to you, The Clothes Peg Trio! Haha! Just made up the name for these three dorks. They are DGNA's Mika, Hyunmin and Injun. Recently, there were these videos of them covering English songs, "Billionaire" by Travie McCoy & Bruno Mars and also "Down" by Jay Sean. Mika on vocal, Hyunmin on guitar and Injun on beatbox. They did pretty well. I mean, they're GOOD! And I wonder why the clothes pegs have to be there... LOL!

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Too many videos in one post. I could cause serious traffic jam there.

Diao day

2011-01-18T09:47:00.003+08:00

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Guess who had his birthday today? It's JAY CHOU's 32nd birthday! Wow, it has been quite some time since I last mentioned that name. == I kinda forgot about him. Haha, yeah. My attention has been averted to Shim Changmin lately. :P
But still, I know Jay is learning English and he went to Hollywood to promote "The Green Hornet". Can't wait to watch it! It's not like I'm totally neglecting him. LOL!

Anyways, watch these! He's speaking English! ;DD

Gahh, so cute!! Love his Engrish. ;P

And you see how he gained weight for the movie but he managed to slim down at such a short time! o.O
That's Zhou Jie Lun for the world. ;D

Stay

2011-01-16T12:41:00.002+08:00

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I'm in the middle of break right now. Well, just for one week. Then, there's the Chinese New Year break. I'm looking forward to that too. ^^

Yeah, so you see. I've been preparing myself to watch HoMin's comeback. Last week's Music Bank comeback stage was awesome! Their performance was nearly flawless. And they won this week. The kings are back! I'm loving their title song. The MV.. It's perfect. ^^

But I kinda upset with what's happening between JYJ and HoMin now. I don't know. I think they're practically bashing each other. I really REALLY have no idea. With the twitter and press conference thingies, it just made the situation worst. Communicating through twitter and press cons are really not effective. I'm just expressing my thoughts. I mean, seriously, they need to meet and talk personally. I doubt they ever see each other after the dispute. Guys, make up already, will you? :'(
But then, I saw this comment on allkpop:

"K guys, so this is what's gonna happen.... Kekeke, I'm just picturing... this scenario in my head. All five of them somehow meet up at a bar. They see each other, sit down quitely, not speaking. Drink alot. Get drunk. Then they spill out EVERYTHING that has been on their minds, also talking about memories of the past. Getting pissed at each other. Yelling, shouting. Finally someone throws a punch and soon they're all in a fist fight. When they're done, they're just laying on the ground. And suddenly, they apologize to each other, in a mean way. like, "You douche bag! You stupid monkey! Do you know how much I've missed you?!" and they all talk like that. Then they get up, and cry in each others arms. And sincerely apologize. HoMin then leaves SM and together they go to another company. the end :)"

It made my day. Thanks to the person who posted this comment. =) I kinda wished things could happen like that but that kind of situation only happens in dramas, right? *sigh*
Oh well. ;)

But whatever is happening now, I'm not taking sides. I support both JYJ and HoMin. If they're doing things they love to do, i.e singing and acting, then I will just watch them from behind and give my fullest support. Just... don't hurt each other anymore, ok? My heart aches seeing this kind of thing happening. :/

Reflections

2011-01-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

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It's 2011. I'm getting older. Yay.
I'm becoming more depressed since exam is approaching. Yay.
Math is becoming more confusing. Yay.
(Organic) Chemistry is starting to ruin my life. Yay.
I only have less than 700MB left on my Walkman. Yay.
I'm getting out of matrics in April. YAY!

Resolutions? Nothing new. I made early resolutions before I'm starting semester 2, remember? Some are going smoothly while some... aren't. Old habits die hard. ==

Anyways, I think I need to reflect on the things I've done for one whole year; 2010. Well, the biggest thing that happened in my life probably was when I got into matrics. It was really unexpected. But I didn't regret it. It's just that when sometimes life was being harsh and mean to you, you felt like giving up. I experienced that moment a few times. It taught me to become stronger. When I think that over, I felt sorry for people around me. I admit, sometimes when I get all emo, I tend to hurt them. Forgive me, people. When it happens, just ignore me, ok? :)

But a lot of memorable and happy things occurred to me. I sincerely give my thanks to my roommates for making my life merrier. Thank you, Dayah, Wid, Kak Aimi and Farah. Room No. 28 won't shine without any of you. :)
(Err.. I was just informed that one of my roommates accidentally drank my minyak cap kapak. Uh-huh. ==)

Finally, happy new year, everyone! I hope 2011 would be a better year for me, and for you. Insya-Allah.. ^^

Just found this old MV of FT Island. I didn't know Yunhak was in here!! He looks great! Can always recognize that hairstyle anywhere. ^^

Rising up!

2010-12-31T12:26:00.002+08:00

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2011 is coming and I think it kicks off at a good start with Yunho and Changmin coming back to the music scene! And JYJ is releasing a new Korean album too! Now it seems like DBSK is coming back, with two albums. Like in subgroups. I'm so happy right now. ^_________^

The teasers were just out. As I keep replaying these for the zillionth time, I totally can't wait! These are too awesome, man!

This is the definition of epic!

And not to be forgotten, JYJ preview songs. I like the first one. :3

OH YEAH! XD

Merry

2010-12-25T00:33:00.004+08:00

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I just can't keep on delaying this. I need to post something before more things come up and I won't have time to do so later.

Anyways, I'm at home. Since I won't be able to go home next week because of class replacement on Friday, I decided to come back this week. What a boring intro. Pfssh.

Now it's the time for me to decide on the course I want to take in university later. The online application has been opened last week. I already filled in the USM form. Of course, my primary choice would be USM. Part of it because it's closer to home. =.=" Duh. Next would be UKM. Because I'm interested in nuclear science and the only place that has the course is UKM. So yeah. I chose Medical Physics and Applied Physics for USM. I really hope I could get one of those...

Other stuff.
My Sungje and KARA's Jiyoung released a duet called "Merry Love"! It's a Christmas-like song. I watched the MV. They are both too cute and dorky! Though I got jealous at Jiyoung a bit. :P I want to fool around with Sungje too! ==

Ohh cuteness overload! ^^

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Some random thoughts. Last week I went for Physics enhancement class (whatever the name is) and on my way back to the dorm (it was 10 pm), I looked up at the night sky and saw beautiful clusters of stars (and galaxies?) and the moon. It was pretty. Then I just happened to look around me and noticed that almost everyone was looking at their phones. Texting messages, bluetooth-ing songs etc. I thought, isn't it such a waste that they didn't even glance at the sky? I mean, it's hard to see stars in the cities. Changlun has clear skies since it's surrounded by "jungles". There were so many stars that night. You can even figure out the constellations they formed. I tried tracing out Cassiopeia. W. ;P

Athena

2010-12-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

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Oh yeah it's starting right now!
Woohoo!! HoMin released the insert song of the Korean drama, Athena, today! Well, the song is called "Athena" too. I got so hyper when I found out about that. I missed Changmin's voice so much. Listen a bit! It's uber cool! I'm gonna get addicted to it, I'm sure. ^^

But yeah, it's just unfortunate that not 5 of them are performing. I saw various responses on DBSK as a duo. For me, it's quite hard to accept the fact. When thinking about DBSK, I would ALWAYS think of the 5 guys. But now, it's like, "Oh, it's DBSK's new song. But there's only Changmin and Yunho." I feel weird saying that, honestly. It just doesn't go together.
But then, as I promised, I WILL always support them; HoMin & JYJ. For me, DBSK still exists. And JYJ is like a subgroup of DBSK, and so do Yunho & Changmin. ^^ Some people might think differently. Some people might have just given up on DBSK. Some may have forgotten about DBSK. Shame on them. Shame on those people who withdrew from becoming a Cassiopeia. It's just unfortunate. Even though sometimes it hurts, I'm always keeping my faith on them.
And this Sunday, December 26th is their 7th anniversary. :')

Dear Dong Bang Shin Ki, (I'm referring to: Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Youngwoong Jaejoong, Choikang Changmin & U-Know Yunho), if, just IF, those 800 000++ Cassiopeias turn their backs on you, please, PLEASE bear in mind that you still have one enthusiastic fan here, watching and supporting you from afar. That is me. :)

I believed. I believe. I will believe.

2010-12-18T13:45:00.006+08:00

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Now playing: IU - The Night of The First Break Up
via FoxyTunes

Minna-san, annyeong! Haha! Long time since I'm writing. I'm quite hyped up and excited here. Why? Because DBSK is coming back!!!! But yeah, with only Changmin and Yunho. :/ Of course, like all the other Cassies, I wish for the 5 of them to come back. But the time will come sooner or later. I will always believe that. :')

By the way, they will make comeback both in Korea and Japan. I heard the preview of their Japanese song called "Torn". It was purely AWESOME!!! Seriously. I really really REALLY can't wait! :DDDDD Oh I'm so excited! They also released a few teaser pictures. They look so cool even though the theme is a bit dark and emo. Anyways, I love them no matter what. Just hoping they won't be drained out of all the activities, having to go back and forth from Korea to Japan.. It would be really tiring. :/ But then, they have been preparing this for a long time. I know they missed being onstage. I'm just gonna support them. HoMin bring back the glory to the name of Dong Bang Shin Ki! :)

That's HoMin for Marie Claire, yo! :D

Wheee~~~ Can't wait for 26/1/2011! That's Jaejoong's 25th birthday too. :')

And my baby.. :D

Point-er :')

2010-12-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

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Now playing: JYJ - Be My Girl
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Got my PSPM results yesterday. And yes, I was happy. :D I'm over the moooooonnn~~ I really didn't expect it at all! My pointer is over 3.5. So happy about that. I thought I'm getting lower than 3.2 or something. Alhamdulillah... And Maths is still a black hole for me. =.= I improved my Chemistry, Maths and English grades, so yeah, that's great for me. ^____^ Whew.. Still can't believe it. I almost cried back then.

I met my lecturers after getting my results. Miss Arina showed the biggest reaction. I told her in the lab since she's the demonstrator for my Chemistry practical class. She was so happy and gave me a big hug. I was speechless. It felt great. :) I also talked to Miss Shiqah, Miss Lim and Madam Zahana. That night, I called my mother. She sounded so grateful. You know this feeling you have when you make someone happy. I just can't describe it. But I know it's there. To see my lecturers' smiles when I meet them.. It's just unforgettable, you see. And it motivated me to work harder for this semester. I want to make them proud of me. :)))

I hope I could do better this semester. I WANT to do better. Wish me luck.

LOVE ~random FB note tagging thing~

2010-11-19T19:24:00.003+08:00

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Now playing: Kim Ryeowook - Smile Again
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1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 10 friends.

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. (If you want to)

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1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Hope Is A Dream That Doesn't Sleep - Cho Kyuhyun (wow I sound emo.. ==)

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Lalala - Choshinsung (lalalalala~~~~)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Crazy Love - DBSK (crazily in love~ ;D)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

R - Matenrou Opera (rawrrrrrr)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Orion - Girl Next Door (reach for the Orion! xD)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Clenching A Tight Fist - BEAST (fuiyooo! :D)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Right Now - KAT-TUN (o.o)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Murder Scope - Matenrou Opera (*gasps*)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

In My Dream - Super Junior-K.R.Y ft. Sungmin & Donghae (i dream allll the time~ whee~)

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Love Music - Taguchi Junnosuke (love Junno~)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Chu~♡ - f(x) (hohoho~~)

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Everyday - Choshinsung (>_<)

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

No More Pain - KAT-TUN (painful life? lol!)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Sorry (Dear. Daddy) - f(x) (why should i be sorry? :O)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

I Was Able To Eat Well - Lee Changmin & Lee Hyun (sedihnya lagu weddingku.. :P)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Spread Its Wings - Luna, Krystal & Amber (o.O)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

No One - F.Cuz (haha!)

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Without You - U-KISS (can't live without you~ ;D)

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Coagulation - Super Junior-K.R.Y (huh??)

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Too Late - Co-Ed School (it's too late! :P)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

No Other - Super Junior (aww there's no other like you~ :D)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Love - CNBLUE (yeah, C.N to the BLUE!)

Long way

2010-11-16T16:24:00.008+08:00

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Now playing: Nishino Kana - Dear...

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Yay! I'm home again, bringing heaps of works with me, just from the first week of classes. A nice way to enjoy holiday. Hmmm.

I've found my Initial D VCD~~! It's Amir that took it and lent it to his friend. == I almost cried when I saw it. I thought I'm gonna lose it forever. I'm so happy that I almost forgot to get angry at him. Today's his lucky day.

Semester 2 started last week on Wednesday. My new timetable is so packed that I only have few break time compared to the last sem. And with the consultation hours included in the timetable, I could barely breathe. I meant it.
My lectures took place in all four small lecture halls. I don't like the tables and the chairs. And it's very crowded in the hallway when it's time to change classes. I HATE IT! I got squished in between people, I got pushed around... ugh. You imagine. Usually I would go through the back door if I had classes in the big lecture halls. :(
For my lecturers, they are great. Of course, I missed the last semester's lecturers... Miss Shiqah, Miss Arina, Madam Zahana, Madam Marini, Miss Lim... But one thing's funny for sure. The Math lecture is totally opposite the last sem's one. It's more lively because the lecturer is funny. She's so spontaneous! But for Physics, it's the other way around. B.O.R.I.N.G. == Chemistry lecture is great too.
I'm getting to know my classmates. There are 14 people in my class. The girls are all okay. I became friends easily with them. But the guys are just too quiet. :/ I wonder why the classes are re-shuffled. I admit, I missed my F1P1 family but I have to carry on with my new class. So far, things are good. :D

Hmm I think I'm starting to like Nishino Kana. Woah, me being a fangirl of a female singer? That's quite rare, you know. So that's why you should think that Nishino Kana is really really good until she could make me to become her fangirl. Apart from YUI, of course. YUI is still my #1 female singer bias. Hehe.. I first heard the song Motto... on Channel V and I got hooked to it. I love her voice. Her ballads are nice.

Ahh I'm turning 18 soon. My favorite number. :) I hope I could go through everything by my own, without having to depend too much on people. It's the time for me to start thinking more thoroughly and be more matured. I won't change myself for others but I will slowly develop my attitude and look at things in more than one perspective. :)
Woah. Great speech. ;P

And yay, Choshinsung's new Japanese PV!! Jihyuk's soooo sexy! xDD I couldn't get used to seeing Yunhak in those large shades. == The new single is Shining☆Star, it's gonna be released on December 12th. Whee~~

Lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI to all Muslims all over the world. :D

Horrendous? Nah...

2010-11-08T12:45:00.004+08:00

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Now playing: JYJ - Be The One
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I just saw this article on allkpop, saying that JYJ’s Ayyy Girl is one of the ten most horrendous boy band music videos. I googled up 'horrendous'. It means, dreadful, horrible, etc. Soooo yeah. For the MV, I love it, actually. EXCEPT! Except for Junsu's white shirt that looks like an apron (=.=) and also, Kanye West's raps at the beginning.

This song is a great song. I like it. But the reason it is not in my mp3 player is because of Kanye West. Hey, it's not that I'm bashing him or what. It's just that I don't like him and his raps. I think the song would sound nicer without those unnecessary raps. I've been waiting to hear JYJ's voices and all I heard at the beginning for almost 1 minute over is Kanye's rap. Sheesh.
Or maybe they could do a version without Kanye West? ;D Haha! I'm sure most people would LOVE that!

Maybe I just missed DBSK as a quintet. It's true, I want Yunho to the raps, I want Changmin to do the screaming part and I want the five of them to do the powerful harmonization. But, that time hasn't come. Maybe it will, if I wait a little bit longer. :')

But then, I love JYJ's songs too. Not particularly Ayyy Girl but I'm loving Be The One. It's very catchy. ^^
Anyways, I'm going back tomorrow. Ah! My new class would be F5T4(B). Don't ask me whether I know who's in my class or not. I couldn't even find anyone that's in the same lecture group as me! T^T I'm gonna miss my F1P1 family~~~

Ikite!

2010-11-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

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Now playing: Co-Ed School - Bbiribbom Bbaeribbom
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Hmm so it's already November, huh? Time flies quite fast.. Around this time, last year, I was still in school, struggling for SPM. My holiday is almost over. I have to go back this Sunday. But then, there's this rumor spreading. It says the holiday is extended until this Tuesday because of the flood. My college sank in the flood. Uh huh. Things look kinda bad there. Luckily, it's still ok here. If not, my house would sink too. D: I hate floods.

Soooo yeah, semester 2 will start either this Sunday or Wednesday. I'm anxious waiting for the PSPM result. I hope I would get at least CGPA 3.2 and above. There's no way I'm getting 4.0, so I'm not gonna dream for that. (I hate you, maths.) Sorry for the randomness there.
Well, it says Semester 2 and Semester 2 says: Work hard. Wait, let me rephrase that. WORK A MILLION TIMES HARDER. Yes, that's more like it. Things are gonna get tougher. I mean, the subjects. Yeah, like Semester 1 is not tough enough. Ha-ha. =.=

Chemistry and Maths. I worry about those two the most. For sem 1, Chemistry is more to physical chemistry so Physics students have advantage for that, and it's a lot easier. But for sem 2, there's organic chemistry. The hard one. The BIO stuff one. All those carbon compounds, alkanes, alkenes and... stuff, will come back. That's the chapter I hate most waaaaaayy back in Form 5. Lots of memorizing. Ugh.
Maths. Don't ever mention it. I don't know what crap is waiting for me.
Physics. I think I'm starting to like Physics, a lot. I'm gonna make Physics my major later. In sem 2, I'm sure there's those electric, electronics, circuits and stuff like that. Not my favorite part of Physics. :/ But that will do. It's better than Biology though.

Semester 2 is harder, right? Things are gonna be more confusing, right? There will be more works, right? I'm trying to build up my spirit here.
1. I'm not gonna procrastinate like I used to.
2. I have to finish up tutorials right after my lectures.
3. I need to be more hardworking, especially in visiting my lecturers, asking questions and stuff.
4. I have to keep up with the pace; there won't be any kind of "I-couldn't-catch-up-with-lectures" excuses.
5. I'm gonna spend my time during weekends revising. (Oh that surely doesn't sound like me.) T^T

Anyway, those are my resolves. I'm going to try my hardest in fulfilling that. Lots of sweat, tears and blood(??!!) will pour out. I won't die just because I study too hard.
GANBARIMASU! AJA AJA HWAITING! :')
Live it on!!

Random picture of Changmin to boost my spirit! Ohhh the hair~ :')

I can only see you, you, YOU. Yes, you, Mister Shim.

Stumble

2010-10-31T12:46:00.006+08:00

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Now playing: Dae Guk Nam Ah - Biteul Biteul
via FoxyTunes

Well, yesterday night I watched a so-2008 movie, Journey to the Center of the Earth, starring Brendan Fraser. It was interesting, I must say. The movie made me want to read the book, written by Jules Verne, which the movie was based on. I mean, Jules Verne is such a good author and it's a shame for me, watching the movie without reading the book. *sigh* When would I find time to read story books? =.=

Anyways, the movie was about Trevor and his nephew, Sean going to Iceland... for a journey to the center of the earth. Apparently. They somehow managed to drag their mountain guide, Hannah into their "journey" of... encountering with luminous birds, nicely-sharpened-teeth fish, humongous mushrooms, giant carnivorous plants, floating magnetic rocks and... a T-Rex. Yes.
It was entertaining and some of the lines were so random. Love the CGI effects stuff too. It would be more fun if it is watched in a cinema. It is a decent watch.

Here's some of the snaphots:

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Uhh SeaWorld... much? xD

Ahh I love semester break. Even if it's just 13 days. :)

Oh. Here's something that I forgot to mention.
KIM JONGHYUN IS DATING SHIN SEKYUNG.
Yeah. You read that right. Pffft. I think the whole KPop world knows about it already. It was... shocking. My Jjong!! My Jonghyun-oppa has a girlfriend?? Not that I really know that Shin Sekyung person or anything. She's an actress, by the way. He confirmed their relationship last Tuesday/Wednesday, I think. I could accept it... bit by bit. Well, he's my #1 bias in SHINee!! T^T

My little speech for Jjong:

Jonghyun-ah, if you're happy with her, then I'm happy for you. You're still my #1 in SHINee.
~~I love you.~~ ^^

Uh huh.
Some people might be against it, but I'm not that kind of people. He's a human too, you know. What's so wrong with dating a person he likes? I just can't understand some people. Sheesh. Get a life.

Super space~

2010-10-29T19:32:00.011+08:00

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Now playing: SCANDAL - Sayonara My Friend
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Hey yo! It's been some time since the last post, huh? I know I should write as soon as I reach home but man, there are so many things I need to catch up to. *coughexcusescough* :P

But first, I'm gonna tell that I'm so in love with Khuntoria couple from the We Got Married show. Ever since I heard that Nichkhun and Victoria were to become the newest couple on WGM, I knew they'd be different from other couples. They are just too cute! Nichkhun doesn't seem to mind that Victoria is a year older than him. He held her hand even though it was just their first meeting! Sweeeet~ CNBLUE's Minhyuk who was watching that was like, "Our leader hasn't even hold his wife's hand!" xDD

The Thai Prince & the Chinese Princess~

I think this couple looks the most real compared to the other couples. It was so nice when Khun feed her and then he would eat the rest. Indirect kiss, woohoo! xDD I want them to get married for real. Seriously.

And for my latest addiction, I think I'm stuck to Korea's youngest boyband, Dae Guk Nam Ah a.k.a DGNA a.k.a The BOSS a.k.a Daikoku Danji. Consists of 5 members with leader Mika, Hyunmin, Karam, Injoon and Jay. Of course, I knew this group since they debuted last March. Their debut song, Admiring Boy is so similar to DBSK's debut song, Hug. It's not surprising since these boys aspire to become like DBSK. ^^ Even the MV looks like Hug's MV. So nostalgic. I wish for them to be successful like DBSK one day.

I've been looking out for Karam. He looks so much like Jaejoong! Especially the eyes part, with his black hair. I remember someone commented, "I thought Jaejoong made a kid and didn't tell us." Haha!! xDDD He's dorky too, like Jaejoong. Karam is like a mini-Jaejoong and he's 19. o.O I thought he's 15 or something. He has such a babyface. Wheee~

DGNA is an interesting group. Seems like they're debuting in Japan so I'm looking forward to that. ^^

Another KPop group that has caught my attention is Co-Ed School. They're a mixed-gender group consisting of 6 guys and 4 girls. Interesting. So far, I like their songs. Their ballad doesn't sound so bad too. Yeah, Co-Ed!

Hmm what I've been doing for the past 2 days? I joined, like, 6 international forums of KPop idols: U-KISS, f(x), SHINee, Super Junior, SS501 and DGNA, and roamed about Choshinsung's, FT Island's and DBSK's forums. =.=
I need some life. :P

Leavin'

2010-10-24T15:47:00.005+08:00

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Now playing: Choshinsung - Lalala
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Heyy yo~! :DD
I'm in the middle of PSPM. Last paper this Tuesday~~~ Physics Paper 1. There were no exams on Saturday until this Monday. So yeah, after Physics Paper 2 last Friday, I did not do anything at all. I mean, AT ALL. Of course, after having to sleep at 2 a.m. almost every night, I'm taking my revenge. Hoho~~

Speaking of the exams, well, yeah basically I'm quite okay. Except with MATH PAPER 2. Math ruins everything. I'm officially hating math now. The questions were crazy. Beyond my (poor) math ability. If there is a term like math-disabled, I'm one of it. Ugh.

Anyways, I can't wait for HOLIDAYS!! That's the day after tomorrow~~ Weeeee~~~ I'm going back right after the exam ends. Penang, I'm coming! xDD

Oh yeah, by the way, Changmin and Yunho are making official comeback as a duo next month. Another thing to look forward to! And I still haven't listen to JYJ's album. T^T
And JYJ had their own twitter accounts! I mean, the real ones. Cool eh! Of course, I'm following them even though most of their tweets are in Korean. ;D
DBSK hwaiting!

I made these walls last night, and this morning since I had absolutely nothing to do. ^______^

Begin

2010-10-12T23:50:00.005+08:00

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Now playing: Nishino Kana - Aitakute Aitakute
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Sorry for the sudden "touch'n'go" post last time. :/ *sigh*
It's study week right now. I'm having my PSPM (a.k.a Peperiksaan Semester Peringkat Matrikulasi, if I'm not mistaken) on October 18th. So scared!

By the way, I had my MUET Speaking exam last Sunday. Our practicum is among the first batch of this year's exam. I'm Candidate A. My group consists of me, Atiey, Syuhada and Zafifah. So lucky to be in an all-girls group! ^__^ We often fooled around during practice so I was quite worried with our REAL speaking exam. I mean, yeah, we asked the examiner if we are allowed to laugh during Task B, the 10-minute group discussion part. xDDD

We got a topic on National Service. Something like, which of the following is the most beneficial to participants of NS?
i) Has made the participants more disciplined. (I got this one!! ^^)
ii) Has made the participants more... -erk, can't remember- =.=
iii) Has made the participants more sociable.
iv) Has made the participants more independent.

To be honest, I think that this topic is quite easy, compared to the ones we were practicing on. I was so grateful! We did it well. ^___^
Thank you so much for guiding us, Mdm Norzahana!! :3

Ahh.. JYJ is releasing an international album, in English! And you know what, they're coming to Malaysia for a showcase, on OCTOBER 17TH!!! That's exactly one day before PSPM. T^T
*cries in the corner*

They look so hot! Jae Jae~~~ :3

Gotta go. I'm in a hurry. Credits to Farah, for lending me her broadband. xP

Obligation

2010-10-02T11:47:00.005+08:00

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Now playing: Junsu, Jejung & Yuchun - Found You
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I'm back at home. I might not be able to come back until after PSPM (2 WEEKS MOREEE!) so I figured I should return home this week. Although I'm supposed to do my revision, it just doesn't work out here. Penang loves me more. ;D

I have a few things to say, but I forgot. I have some pictures to show but I'm too lazy to connect my phone to the PC.
Should I just end it here? :/

Brown

2010-09-14T13:46:00.007+08:00

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Now playing: Mao - Kimi no Kioku
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This is why I hated being lazy doing the stuff I need to do (e.g: updating blog) because I have lots of stuff to say and yet I don't know what to say or how to start because I suck at prioritizing. =.=

Ok, let's start with RAYA! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to Muslims all over the world that celebrate the day of victory. Happy Eid Mubarak. ^_^ For me, raya this year feels a bit different. Maybe because I'm burdened with the thoughts that I'm going to face the final exam for first semester (PSPM) this October. I'm not prepared. I'm scared. Pfft. Shoo!! I should push that aside. We were talking about raya here! xP By the way, my family chose to wear brown/chocolate/cocoa colour. Whichever it is. And I noticed that many people were wearing that colour too this year. Hmm? Is it some kind of 'hottest colour of the year' or something?

My duit raya is just RM160++ this year. *sigh*

Well, PSPM is just around the corner. Of course, I want to obtain a high pointer. 4.0, if possible. IF. With my UPS result, I know I need to improve. I HAVE to improve. 1A and 3B's won't even let me pass 3.5. I think. Even my English is just a B! That sucks, man. My essay must have been such a crap. Even though I got A for my Physics, yes, I didn't expect that so I'm quite happy, it's just an A-. Not a solid A = not good enough. I must have been lucky to get that. Luck played its part just so I didn't get totally frustrated. It was pathetic but I'm grateful. At least I didn't fail on this one. By the time I return to matrics, it would be exactly a month before PSPM. So, no playing around. I need to keep away those dramas and anime I've been downloading this holiday.

Oh. On the last day before raya holidays, I still had to attend classes. My English lecturer, Madam Zahana gave us duit raya, for each one of us. Ureshii~ My first duit raya of the year. Didn't expect that at all. Madam, you're the best! ^____^

NOTE: I noticed that I've been mixing the British and American English spellings in my posts. MUET doesn't care about it, right? xPPP

Robotronic

2010-08-12T22:43:00.005+08:00

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Now playing: 4minute - Huh
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4 days off. No lectures, no tutorials... Man, that's heaven.

I finally got my laptop~ :D Bought it at the recent PC Fair, right before going back to KMK. It's an ACER 4741G. 500GB SATA HDD. xDD That's like, 4 times more than my PC-chan. Ok, I'm gonna name it Lappie-kun. :P I like the steel-ish texture.
Buuuuuuttt~ One of its keys went loose a few days after. DDx I got so upset and I didn't dare to tell my mother about it. Die lah. ==

Ok, so I'm downloading a few stuffs at the same time. The computer hasn't been turned off yet since 5.40 a.m this morning. o.O I've been overusing my PC everytime I'm on holidays. What else can I do? There are so many anime I didn't know about. How could I resist those animes that are full of beautiful bishies with outstanding talents like fighting off bad guys and could still keep their hair in place? And they still look good even when they're covered with blood all over their faces. xDDD I'm talking about Hakuoki Shinsengumi Kitan, dude! I've got my eyes on Saitou Hajime. Back off, back off! :P

Saitou Hajime-sama~~

From left: Hijikata, Okita, Saitou

Oh yeah. I had a choir competition on August 4. It's for Dinamika, so all Physical Science classes had to take part. Marks are given too. Some classes started practicing even before the mid semester holidays. But my class, F1P1, decided to practice after the holidays, which was a bad idea. We had to sing two songs. Sudirman's Warisan is a must and we chose the shortest patriotic song as our second song. I like that song. It's called Kemegahan Negaraku. Abu became our conductor (I didn't know how that happened) and so we started our practice, like, 2 days before the competition. Ha-ha. Should expect how it turned out.
And yeah, we failed big time. It was epic! I mean, ours might be the worst out there because it was 5% singing and 95% laughing. =.=" We all couldn't stand looking at our conductor! Abu was too funny, even when he was serious. We got no placing. xDD It was quite embarrassing since other classes were watching as well but I think it was the best thing I've experienced so far. It was fun. And I still laugh like crazy whenever I watch our video footage. Thanks, guys. :')))

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I have been forgetting birthdays these days.
Happy birthday to f(x)'s Luna, who had her 17th birthday today. :D

Bird

2010-07-30T13:18:00.005+08:00

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Now playing: The GazettE - Shiver
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Gahhhh~ The holidays almost come to an end. So fast~~~ T^T I wasn't able to do anything (as usual) and my resolves fail, badly (as usual... again).

By the way, I've been watching this anime called Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru (Betrayal Knows My Name). I like the title. It's quite interesting and I watch it mostly because my favourite seiyuus are all in there! Like, Miyano Mamoru, Fukuyama Jun, Sakurai Takahiro, Inoue Marina, Ishida Akira etc etc. This anime is packed with high-class seiyuus, I should say. ;D
And, of course, *coughs* there are bishounens!! xDDD
I'm still a typical bishie fangirl. ==

I love that ear clip thingies! ;P

And hereby, I would like to claim Murasame Tsukumo as my xxth boyfriend. ;DD

And yeah, the OST for Kuroshitsuji II rocks! Love both the opening and ending themes. ^^ Yay! Ciel and Sebastian are back! Curse the new master.

See ya!